So.........

I want to say something poignant like "Remember, remember the fifth of November" and then go into a deep sociopolitical story based on a comic book by a madman. I want it deep. Deep and hard.

This, unfortunately, is not going to happen.

First it has been a long time since I wrote as my balance within myself has gotten closer to completion... still a way to go, but at least I feel more like myself.

I have been running amok as a Screamster for Cedar Point and still doing my day job, tending to the cat, traveling to shows and watching lots of Fullmetal Alchemist (after I finished Firefly and Dr. Who). I am very, very tired.

Recently I applied for a position at Buckeye Cable and it did not go through. I was - stricken with the need to reevaluate my plans and to organize my life. This was only last week. I was so angry too. I know for a fact without doubt that I am qualified for that position. I hope I wasn't passed by for being a Screamster as mentioned above... I told them I would gladly change up the sitch if it meant getting the job.

So I sit in my parent's house and this is not my home anymore... it's a place to sleep... wait no. I am reluctant to call it home. There are so many dark things here in the vibe and the atmosphere. I never noticed when I was a kid, but now they are full developed and rounded by the waters of life and time. The curtains still stare at me and witness my youth and my future. Shrubbery has helped greatly to fight against the darkness even though he is prone to biting one's face.

This past weekend I went to Con on the Cob and had a blast! I met so many new people and hung with some regulars! I got so drunk that I stayed up all night and it was wonderful! Alright the next morning wasn't, but it had not been done in so long that I don't remember the last time it happened. SO, I call it good! Lots of good people and silly fun had. Played a monkey gunslinger in an SVG game. They enjoyed the shirts and bandannas I made and all was well!

So yes that's what's been up. I am me, but reevaluating priorities as we speak.