An idea of heaven...

What is my idea of heaven?

I know it is not a place where angels fly and harps play.
It is not a place of perfection
It is not a place where there is only good.

Heaven is hope for the future and the idea of prosperity.
Heaven is to know there is a force that heals.
Heaven is not a perfect place.
Heaven is a place where the wrongs and utter darkness goes toward positive resolution.
Heaven is a place where one is tested and then tucked in at night.

Heaven is a place of perpetual endings and being found worthy of those endings.
Heaven is not a place. It only exists in potential of this exact and every moment.
Heaven is hugs and warm smiles.
Heaven is a place where the big picture is seen and recognized.
Heaven is knowing, but knowing it is yours too.

Heaven exists everywhere and nowhere
Heaven is an arrangement of facts and fictions colored with perception.
Heaven is at your door and every door always.

* Let me note that hell is also at every door step and every moment and all that, but we are talking about heaven here so it sounds all one sided ;P *

I want to state clearly this is not a religious "follow me to glory children" sort of thing... just some thoughts. I think this is true, but there are many paths to heaven - and hell so my flowered wall paper may be your madness... whatev's.