I have discovered this blog, which was intended to be a gaming blog, is not. Or rather it is, but in a deeper philosophical way as RPGs, which have been a part of my life for so long, actually help define my world view... all the strange ideas and viewpoints of playing different characters, settings and odd physics have fundamentally given me the tools to express the otherness that could very well be behind the world.
So I say gamer stuff, but sometimes I mean real stuff... the same way that only the truth is funny I guess.
So sorry I wont be telling you much about how to munchkin out your PC or advanced GM herding tactics, or how to avoid them when you run a game, because frankly, I don't think I have it in me any more.
I feel this big... raw spot and scars where my love of the game used to be. What do I gain from it? What does it solve in me that it hasn't already? I love stories and appreciate knowledge way more than I otherwise would have without it. I do not think gaming has any more to show me... I don't know... it's time to put away my toys and build some toys of my own I think. I think that's why I have been distant from my beloved hobby. No more passenger seat or spinning wheels - Time to dive... I said this already huh? Who knew?
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